Let Me

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Title: Let Me
Author: Kat Lee
Fandom: Supernatural
Character/Pairing: Wincest (Dean/Sam)
Rating: PG-13/T
Challenge: fan_flashworks: #119: Punch
Warning(s): W(Incest), Poetry
Word Count: 527
Summary:
Disclaimer: All characters within belong to their rightful owners, not the author, and are used without permission.



I didn't mean to punch you.
I never mean to hurt you, but
Yet, somehow, I always do.

I look, aghast, at your blood
Running through my fingers,
Over my flesh.

This isn't the way it's supposed to be.
Maybe we're not the way
We're supposed to be.
This damn world sure ain't,
And all I've got in this world, Sammy,
Is you.

The same blood runs in our veins,
Not just yours through my fingers.
We've been together all our lives.
Sometimes it's hard to tell
Where you end and I begin.

I don't want to, to be honest.
I don't want to be right,
Or what people consider to be right.
I don't want to hurt you like this.
I don't want to make you bleed.

I want to make you scream,
But not in this way,
Not with the words we've been
Shouting all night.

Can't you hush, baby?
Just shut up and listen to me?
I want you. I need you.
I love you.
You complete me.

These are all truths,
But I can't say them,
Can't speak them,
Can't even always show them.

You're crying now, but
You don't want me to know.
I already know, Sammy.
I know when you hurt,
I know when you bleed,
Rather it's me or a monster
Making you do it.

I know when you need me,
Even when you won't admit it,
Just like you know when I need you.

But I need you always.
I love you always.
I know it's corny.
Hell, it don't sound like me at all,
But I need you to complete me.
You really are the better half of me.

So come here, baby.
Let's stop the fighting.
Just let me hold you.
Just let us be us tonight
When the world isn't looking,
When, for once, it doesn't need saving.

We need saving.
We need each other.
I love you, and
No matter what you say,
I know you love me, too.

So come here already and
Just let me hold you, let me
Soothe away your pain,
Hush your fears just like I
Did when we were kids,
Alone in the world
As we are now too.

You're all I've got.
Let's be real.
I'm all you've got, too,
So let's stop the fighting,
Stop the crying and the screaming, too.

Just let me hold you.
Let us love each other
As we did then,
As we always have.

Let us be whole together.
Let me love you, Sammy.
You might as well
'Cause I always have
And I'm never gonna stop.

You're my brother;
You're everything good in me.
There now.
Isn't that better?

A kiss here, a hug there,
It can make everything better.
You believed it when we
Were little. Believe it again
Now.

Stop the fighting.
Stop the screaming
And the crying, and
Just let me hold you.
Let me love you.

You complete me, Sam,
In all ways.
Always have, always will
Just like I'll always love you.

So sleep in my arms.
No more tears now, no frustration.
Tomorrow's another day.
I'll be here still.
I'll be here always,
Loving you.

The End